If you remember in part one,
I mentioned sacrifice. Maybe this post is premature; maybe I should wait until
I've made more progress in my business, but here it goes. I've realized that
starting a business can be a lonely process. I have beautiful people around me
who love and support me, so how can loneliness be "here"? Since
starting, I've had to sacrifice time spent with my circle. I've had to make
phone conversations brief. I'm about to miss out on a trip to support my sister
in her competition. I've had pass up those tender moments when I'm just with my
family for no other reason than to just see their faces. Sometimes I feel like
the little kid who got sent to her room and looks out the window at the other
kids wishing she could play too (slightly dramatic, but honest). I've had to
say no to weekend dinners, parties, and happy hour chatter. My social
life....hmmmm...let me check in my bag and see if it's in there. Taking a break
now consists of me completing that little, cumbersome, business chore. This
business is my child-it has taken over my life. My hope is that my circle
understands my intentions. I certainly don't want anyone to feel like they are
less of a priority. I try to get phone times in when I'm driving or take a
second to send a "checking in" message. Ok Tamu Talks readers. What
do you think? Will better time management help me? or Do I just need to
"man" up and deal with it?
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